What is communicating with Pastor About

The purpose of this site is to communicate with pastor park about how i want my life improved so I won’t bug him so much and let him live his own life and I live my own life. I think he designed his own life pretty well so I want help designing my own life. I have 40 more years to live i want to make the most of it. Since i wasted 40 years getting a poor education and being a patient… I say this because you’re a pastor but I want to live for eternity since so many years have been wasted by teachers, doctors and store managers